No direction

Many years ago the indication lights inside my car stopped functioning. Outside of the car they worked perfectly. I thought about it and realized that I had no direction that time in my life. As I understood that, the indication lights came back to normal function without having them repaired.


The coccyx

Many years ago when I worked in the revenue office off a sudden I couln't sit any more. Since I had to sit at my desk I got in trouble. I went to the doctor's got x-rayed and his diagnose was: Your coccyx is too long. We have to do a surgery otherwise you cannot sit anymore without pain. In that time it happened that finally one airline gave me a job as a flightattendant. It came as it had to, the pain vanished immediately. It was like my body wanted to tell me: Get your behind up and move! Do something different!


The smallpox

The airline I worked for always gave me free-lance-contracts so that I didn't have any holiday. It was during summer , we worked at our upper limit, and my body urgently needed a few days rest. It knew that I would stay home only if there is no other way and therefore it choose something special. My colleague in the plain said to me: What's the matter? You look strange. I looked in the mirror, couldn't see any difference. Shrucking my shoulders I went away but didn't feel quite ok. We had an overnight-stay in a hotel and the next morning, when I looked in the mirror I was scared. All over my body and face red spots! I went to the doctor's and he said: That is smallpox! With that diagnose I was banned home for three weeks in quarantine.

My inner woman

A while ago I was dealing with my inner woman. A nighbour of me, her familyname "evil", carried her trashbags away about 20 times in 2 hours. Certainly I asked my inner guidance, what's the trash of my inner woman?

My inner man

I was dealing with my inner man and of a sudden I saw passing by my balcony our care-taker, an older man who carried a pitchfork. I have never seen him doing that before. So I looked closer to my inner man.

Indication light

The coccyx

The smallpox

My inner woman

My inner man