own thoughts

My inner aspects

When it is true that I reflect my inner aspects in the outer world to know and understand them better, why on earth do I have to pay them? Or they have to pay me? It doesn't make sense! Why should my inner aspects try to ruin me? I'm their playground and their stage. Without me they'd cut the branch they are sitting on.

Having to pay?

It makes me furious when I have to pay for light (the father of all creation is light; Light loves you so much that it shows up in every form you want)! It is sadism and impudence. Who dares to be jealous to the abundance? I don't understand it.

Blaspheme

I'm pondering a thought: When I listen and/or obey to somebody else instead of myself, doesn't that mean my God Goddess isn't good enough and their's is better? Isn't that what blaspheme is all about?

Can we really create something or someone?

God Goddess is All That Is. How can we create something new? Doesn't that mean we are more than God Goddess or we create God Goddess? It is pretty arrogant to hold that belief.
Light loves us so much that it showes up in every form we want and life loves us so much that it vibrates in every frequency we want. Then why do we handcraft something? Is it really possible? I don't think so.
Can we really create children through sex? Isn't it our own inner children that we project into the outer world? I know sex is a very "holy" topic in our world but nonetheless I'm pretty sure that it is not possible to create a new person.

Do plants dream?

I asked myself if my plants dream and if yes they certainly dream of somebody who give them water and soil, a pot around and a place with lots of light. They may have dreamt me. I have never seen one of my plants running out of the house collecting soil and searching for water. Why than people have to do that? I give my plants all they need to unfold their full potential as a plant. It is our human birthright to dream something or somebody who also provides everything so that we can unfold our full beauty and potential as human beings. My plants never have to pay me for the water or the soil. Then why do humans have to pay for everything? Something is brutally fishy in that whole story!

The cruelty of undeservability

When we belief that we don't deserve than we either don't get anything or when we really get it we feel guilty. Doesn't that mean we don't deserve God Goddess? Or does it mean we don't need God Goddess? What it does mean is, we sabotage ourselves over and over again and finally we destroy ourselves.

Love