I wanted to know more about the earthconsciousness

First I went with Samuel into the earth and than I got hooked a connecting kind of wire into the earthcentre. Samuel than gave me a gem which was planted into my heart. Later she gave me a little golden book. I had asked before, to have more contact to the earthconsciousness and the earthwisdom.
Then we went to my beloved place and I asked Sameuel to help me see Menton (Samuel and Menton, I was told, are my female and male counsellors). Menton showed up with a hat like magicians wear. I asked if I could offer something and immediately an angel on a bicycle came and brought drinks. Later I saw the old woman. I thought I had made her up but then I realized, she is "real". She also got a drink. I carressed her hand reflected that I most of the time had good connection to older women. Later we said our good-by's and Menton took off his hat. A halo came forth. He tried to stuff it back under the hat and after a bit of struggle he managed to do so. It looked so funny and we bursted out into laughter. They are all 3 very nice.
I knew of a sudden, I should hold that little golden book between my hands while meditating for example about life and money.

Animal meditations:

My blonde inner man and the female lion

My blonde inner man did a "living wheel" with a beautiful female lion. He grabbed her legs and she grabbed his leggs and they were rolling along in a beautiful harmony. Than very tender they let the wheel lay down. The lion put her pow on his shoulder and licked his neck. Some time later she stood up and walked elegantly and totally fearless away. I followed her. She walked towards a gate. Behind that gate was fire. She walked through the gate straight into the fire. I knew she is going to be transformed but I nonetheless was sad.

The deer and I

I was laying on the soft forest soil and next to me was a beautiful roe (deer) about my size. It put its front leg onto my shoulder and licked my neck. I felt that total love between us. After a while the roe stood up and walked away. Suddenly I felt an absolute grief. I jumped up an run to my roe. What's the matter? It looked at me with totally sad eyes and said in great despair: I love you so much but we can never come together. I am an animal and you are a human being. I promised to do everything to change that.

The curtain

I was a little kooschel and stood in front of a huge white curtain. Behind that curtain were the other kooschels. I tried to figure out a way to go to the other side. I decided to bite a hole into that curtain just big enough for me to look through. I was totally fascinated from what I saw on the other side. Unfortunately I have no recall to that. Of a sudden one of the kooschels looked in my direction and fast I pressed my white behind against that hole. I thought white is white, maybe they don't realize it. Unfortunately they did. One kooschel opened the curtain and asked, not very siriously: Who is going to pay for that curtain? I whistled like hm-hm-hm-hm-hm. But I was sad having lost my hole. The next thought was:What am I going to do next, to find a way for gazing to the other side?

My male energy

I went to my beautiful place with my kooschel-crew. Suddenly a man who looked like Jesus appeared. Since I don't like that guy, my reaction was pretty harsh: What does he want here? I want him to leave immediately! My kooschels dared to make a tender vote: Maybe he is not the one you think he is. I asked him, still pretty unfriendly: Who are you? I am your male energy. That hit! But why do you hang around like a sissy and he answered: I don't have a penis. If that's all, have one! He smiled happily. Proudly he showed us his erect penis. I shruck my shoulders and shook my head and thought by myself: I don't understand it but if it makes him happy, ok.
Many weeks later I found the false belief behind it: "The penis is the complete male energy".

Sun and moon

Sun and moon were sitting at a table vis-a-vis. Sun had an idea and placed it in the middle of the table. Moon saw it and showed it as a form. Sun sah the form and, had more ideas and moon put it to the form. At the end they had a beautiful star in the middle of the table.

Inner children and the cars

I was ironing and suddenly I saw the white flag, the sign of my inner child that she needs or wants something. I asked her mentally for another 5 minutes to finish ironing. Of a sudden I "knew" she wants a car. I know my inner girl and when she says car she means a real car. I saw this cars already in the shopping window, they do really sell them. It's original cars just smaller in size. I went into meditation and brought a catalogue with me. I asked her to come and she jumped onto my lap. Excitedly she looked through the catalogue. A red sportscabriolet intrigued her and I gave it to her. She hopped into it with a huge grin and rushed off. She knew how to drive. Then I saw the little boy. He was standing in a distance like always and he was very shy. I asked him if he also wanted a car and a glow came into his face. He came to me and I placed him also onto my lap. He chose a blue sportscabriolet and I gave it to him. For the first time he gave me a big hug and said thank you. I showed him how to drive and than they always drove an 8. Both were excited and happy. Out of meditation I wondered about the colours of the cars. His was blue and blue is the complete male energy but why did she choose a red one? The complete female energy is green. I asked that question many times but never got an answer until recently. I saw that red is going to be pulled out of the green, away from it. Why? I don't know.

Strange flashes

I saw an entity much smaller than I'm. It came to me and had a big test tube with it. With it it caught a black semi circle bug or better let it crawl into the glas and put a lit on top of it. Then it left. Another little being came with a test tube even bigger than the other and caught about 6 or 7 of that bugs. I saw both beings walking away and many many black bugs went away from me and followed them. I worried a bit if the bugs could threaten the two and an inner voice asked me if I want the bugs back. "No!", I screemed soundless because I knew the bugs had to do with church and I was glad that they were gone.

A bit later I saw the back of what could be a jeans and at the right back pocket it said something like "bible member" or something like that. I pushed the flash away because it seemed somehow weird and not meaningfull at all but I was mistaken. The next morning in the alpha state between waking and being fully awake I saw again and this time very clear that jeans and again at the right back pocket was a lable, this time in english, which said "biblical shell". I have not too many ideas to that other than right side=male side so it probably has something to do with male energy.

Animal meditations

The curtain

My male energy

Sun and Moon

Inner children and the cars

Strange flashes